In the midst of the darkness, surrounded by air of gloom, will I see light? When will I feel the warmth of the sun again?
Groping in the dark, not knowing if the road in front leads to anywhere, I walk and walk and continued to walk. Struggling to find the way, to survive. Will I be able to perservere till the end? What awaits me there? Will there be a crown that greets me, or just haystack with....nothing. Will all this end in vain? I have been disappointed many times. I dont know how much longer could I take in any more frustrations.
Only God can make the difference. The walk is taking its toll on me- I am crawling now, desparate to find a way out of all this circumstances. God must do something.