Im just tired of it all. Waiting, and waiting for people to be free enough to learn smthg from me. I'm not a master- I just happened to be the only person in the entire place who has learnt this thing and now I've been entrusted to impart my knowledge the rest. I'm not juuuust teaching them; the assignment is for real and has got a dateline to meet. If i dont complete on time, i will get the scolding, not them.
Sometimes, smthg can make you feel so jaded that I just dont want to wait anymore. If I leave and there's no successor, let it be, I am too tired to worry about the bigger picture. Or to give a sh*t if they are interested to learn or not.